Friday, September 01, 2006 @Friday, September 01, 2006
heyyz.. haha.. just saw that entry.. guess wad.. i missed those outings too.. but i guess it will really never never be the same anymore.. it will really only be three of us.. haha.. but well i think we have all get used to it alr.. i get wad angie say abt forgetting the past.. yes i will.. =) but just that i know some ppl will never be able to.. i guess i dont have to worry about saying this cox i don think x person'll ever come back to this place to update xself again.. or even if x reads.. so what.. im open about whatever i think.. and i cant be bothered so much anyway.. and anymore.. lol.. sounds abit AP but i can be really AP at times.. when necessary.. hahaha.. n i still think.. its childish to let what happened affect our friendship.. i cant say that its x's fault entirely.. but x definitely plays a part in it.. u know wad.. deep inside me.. really got this 不甘愿-ness.. why things turn out this way when it could have been much better if a more matured approach was used to tackle the issue.. sighh.. i dunno abt other ppl.. but friendship to me alwis comes first.. i know it sounds bit cliche.. n im like typing this in the middle of the night.. but i really cherish the friendship we had.. thou it was only for a year.. but to me it seems much longer.. and i can never forget those stupid times we took loads of dumb fotos of ourselves.. heh..
well but whenever i thought of the good old days i tend to get nostalgic.. hahaha. we must have outings soon k.. thou i know right now ALL of us are tied up w proj proj and more proj.. we'll find a way out man.. *wink* meanwhile keep each other updated thru other means of communication ba.. =D